Terus Aja

Terus dibiasiin sampe ga biasa lagi.

Terus dibiasiin sampe ga simpati lagi.
Terus dibiasaiin sampe ga empati lagi.
Terus bakal cape dan terus bakal ga peduli.

Yang saya tau...semua di keliling saya dan semua yang ada di diri saya itu ada batesnya.
Dan sekarang yang saya tunggu bukan kembali kaya semula..
Tapi nunggu biasa aja dan lupa saya punya siapa..
Tapi nunggu saya cape yang punya perasaan yang siklusnya gitu-gitu aja..

Siklusnya selalu 'dia atau aku'
Dan puncak nya ketika udah berkali-kali tapi dia selalu minta 'kamu harus ngerti'
Dan ketika saya bilang 'cukup'
Dia selalu bilang dan bikin saya ga jadi bilang 'cukup'

Mau sampe kapan? 
Mau sampe saya buang muka saya pas ngeliat kamu?
Mau sampe saya berani liat mata kamu?
Mau sampe saya ga suka deket kamu?

9PM

I can feel her breath as she's sleeping next to me
Sharing pillows and cold feet
She can feel my heart, fell asleep to its beat
Under blankets and warm sheets

If only I could be in that bed again
If only it were me instead of him

Does he watch your favorite movies?
Does he hold you when you cry?
Does he let you tell him all your favorite parts?
When you've seen it a million times

Does he sing to all your music
While you dance to "Purple Rain"?
Does he do all these things
Like I used to?

14 months and 7 days ago
Oh, I know you know how we felt about that night
Just your skin against the window
But we took it slow and we both know

It should been me inside that car
It should have been me instead of him in the dark


Does he watch your favorite movies?
Does he hold you when you cry?
Does he let you tell him all your favorite parts
When you've seen it a million times?

Does he sing to all your music
While you dance to 'Purple Rain'?
Does he do all these things
Like I used to?

I know, love
(Well, I'm a sucker for that feeling)
Happens all the time, love
(I always end up feeling cheated)
You're on my mind, love
(Oh sorta let her when I need it)
That happens all the time, love, yeah

Will he love you like I loved you?
Will he tell you everyday?
Will he make you feel like you're invincible
With every word he'll say?

Can you promise me if this was right?
Don't throw it all away

Can you do all these things?
Will you do all these things
Like we used to?
Oh, like we used to

A Rocket To The Moon - Like We Used To

January's Mine

I have many stories that should be share in here. But already one month my dial-up was not work. 

Here we go…

January was completely mine. Started from my anniversary with my boyfriend, even though there were some problems, but it didn’t mean, because it finally had happy ending. I got two chocolate in 11.30 pm, and a head kiss in 11.45 pm.

And the last mine in January is my birthday. Ok as always there was a problem in first, because I think he didn’t care with my birthday, but in 7pm, I got a surprise from him and his friends, there was my friend too. They brought a cake and he brought a box that already colored by spray (I don’t know why he did it).

Happy Anniversary Agis!

you are everything that i want, sorry for being childish and selfish sometimes.

but i love you like no one loved by me before.

because of you, i could feel completely loved by someone. i could share the most beautiful stories with my friends. 

because of you, the worst things can seems georgeus.

trust me, i will always love you as you want, and trust me we should be together forever!

AND THANKS FOR THE SURPRISES!!!

THANKS FOR A BEAUTIFUL THINGS IN YOUR BOX!!

(dan buku masaknya!)

 thank you thank you thank you for a thousand times!!!

a million loves for them!

i swear, you shouldn't do anything execpt keep loving me,Agis!

i love you!