Terus Aja

Terus dibiasiin sampe ga biasa lagi.

Terus dibiasiin sampe ga simpati lagi.
Terus dibiasaiin sampe ga empati lagi.
Terus bakal cape dan terus bakal ga peduli.

Yang saya tau...semua di keliling saya dan semua yang ada di diri saya itu ada batesnya.
Dan sekarang yang saya tunggu bukan kembali kaya semula..
Tapi nunggu biasa aja dan lupa saya punya siapa..
Tapi nunggu saya cape yang punya perasaan yang siklusnya gitu-gitu aja..

Siklusnya selalu 'dia atau aku'
Dan puncak nya ketika udah berkali-kali tapi dia selalu minta 'kamu harus ngerti'
Dan ketika saya bilang 'cukup'
Dia selalu bilang dan bikin saya ga jadi bilang 'cukup'

Mau sampe kapan? 
Mau sampe saya buang muka saya pas ngeliat kamu?
Mau sampe saya berani liat mata kamu?
Mau sampe saya ga suka deket kamu?

9PM

I can feel her breath as she's sleeping next to me
Sharing pillows and cold feet
She can feel my heart, fell asleep to its beat
Under blankets and warm sheets

If only I could be in that bed again
If only it were me instead of him

Does he watch your favorite movies?
Does he hold you when you cry?
Does he let you tell him all your favorite parts?
When you've seen it a million times

Does he sing to all your music
While you dance to "Purple Rain"?
Does he do all these things
Like I used to?

14 months and 7 days ago
Oh, I know you know how we felt about that night
Just your skin against the window
But we took it slow and we both know

It should been me inside that car
It should have been me instead of him in the dark


Does he watch your favorite movies?
Does he hold you when you cry?
Does he let you tell him all your favorite parts
When you've seen it a million times?

Does he sing to all your music
While you dance to 'Purple Rain'?
Does he do all these things
Like I used to?

I know, love
(Well, I'm a sucker for that feeling)
Happens all the time, love
(I always end up feeling cheated)
You're on my mind, love
(Oh sorta let her when I need it)
That happens all the time, love, yeah

Will he love you like I loved you?
Will he tell you everyday?
Will he make you feel like you're invincible
With every word he'll say?

Can you promise me if this was right?
Don't throw it all away

Can you do all these things?
Will you do all these things
Like we used to?
Oh, like we used to

A Rocket To The Moon - Like We Used To

January's Mine

I have many stories that should be share in here. But already one month my dial-up was not work. 

Here we go…

January was completely mine. Started from my anniversary with my boyfriend, even though there were some problems, but it didn’t mean, because it finally had happy ending. I got two chocolate in 11.30 pm, and a head kiss in 11.45 pm.

And the last mine in January is my birthday. Ok as always there was a problem in first, because I think he didn’t care with my birthday, but in 7pm, I got a surprise from him and his friends, there was my friend too. They brought a cake and he brought a box that already colored by spray (I don’t know why he did it).

Happy Anniversary Agis!

you are everything that i want, sorry for being childish and selfish sometimes.

but i love you like no one loved by me before.

because of you, i could feel completely loved by someone. i could share the most beautiful stories with my friends. 

because of you, the worst things can seems georgeus.

trust me, i will always love you as you want, and trust me we should be together forever!

AND THANKS FOR THE SURPRISES!!!

THANKS FOR A BEAUTIFUL THINGS IN YOUR BOX!!

(dan buku masaknya!)

 thank you thank you thank you for a thousand times!!!

a million loves for them!

i swear, you shouldn't do anything execpt keep loving me,Agis!

i love you!

love isn't about selfish

just told my freind about my saturday night.

there's a sentence that made me cry


"love isn't about selfish, you just his girlfriend, don't expect to be the only one the most in his life"


yes, i know since 9 months ago that i was his girlfriend.
then i was wonder.
so what was different from me with a woman who is waiting for him there?
what was different from me with his best friend?


is not about claim.
it is about 'i dont want to underestimate.
and feel like unfair.

9 months!

just got a song, if i'm good at sing, i will sing it for you..


You're the direction I follow to get home
When I feel like I can't go on, you tell me to go
And it's like I can't feel a thing without you around
And don't mind me if I get weak in the knees
'Cause you have that effect on me, you do


Everything you say, every time we kiss
I can't think straight but I'm okay
And I can't think of anybody else
Who I hate to miss as much as I hate missing you


Months going strong now, and no goodbye
Unconditional, unoriginal, always by my side
Meant to be together
Meant for no one but each other
You love me, I love you harder so


Everything you say, every time we kiss
I can't think straight but I'm okay
And I can't think of anybody else
Who I hate to miss as much as I hate missing you


So please, give me a hint
So please, give me a lesson
On how to steal, steal a heart
As fast as you stole mine, as you stole mine


Oh and everything you say
Every time we kiss, I can't think straight
But I'm okay and I can't think of anybody else
Who I hate to miss as much as I hate missing you


So please, give me a hint
So please, just take my hand


hey monday - 6 months (puspa ganti judulnya 9 months;) )


happy montheversary dear. That lyrics were already show all my feeling to you..


i love you!

Happy Eid Mubarak

Senengnya kalo lebaran itu keluarga kumpul dirumah, beruntungnya serumah sama Nenek tuh gini, ga usah nyamperin kemana mana tapi di samperin. Tapi kalo masalah THR dari tetangga dan keluarga dari papah itu harus disamper kalo mau dompet ncit.
Pagi-pagi as always nyamper Gois ke rumahnya, maunya disamper-__- buat solat id, sedih nya ga pernah solat id bareng papah mamah. Pasti dr rumah duaan doang sama Adin..
Abis solat pulang ke rumah masing-masing buat ganti baju sama makan.
OPOR, SAMBEL GORENG DAGING, & RENDANG!!!
Tapi ga berkesan, karna 3 hari ini udah dijejelin aja nih perut sama mereka, gara-gara lebaran di undur, oke itu ga usah dibahas.
Dan blablablaaaa.......
Akhirnya nih para monyet monyet pad dateng, langsung deh pada minta foto-foto, kurang satu....si Cipud, doi udh nikah jadi ga ganjen & cuma ke rumah bentar. Monyet monyet tinggal dikit, si upil juga bentar lg mau nikah.


here we go!!!

Take by Adine, ngakak aja kalo liat foto ini, dad you look as Mario Bross, I guess:D

Take by Adine, sorry revolusi pictnya ga bgt, pake hp soalnya. dan Bian err ga banget.

Take by Upil, sama si Gois:D

Take by Adine, abis solat Id, nyobain pake pashmina & sok-sokan dibuat jadi jilbab..

Finally, i just want to say, I'm sorry for all my mistakes. i just ordinary people who is not far from the fault.

Happy Eid Mubarak my lovely family

i love you all like heaven 

happy monthversary 7'th month

Banyak yang udah kita laluin. Seneng bareng sedih bareng konyol bareng. Jujur masih belum nyangka. I am the people who can't live in a long relationship, but with you? no one knows even me. Tau ga artinya apa? I feel in love too deeply with you. Terimakasih buat 11 januari pertama sampe ke 7 sekarang. Dan sangat sangat berharap ga sampe 7 bulan aja. Banyak cita-cita yang belum kewujud loh ;) Terima kasih juga untuk segala kesabaran ngadepin wanita kurus ini. Terima kasih udah jadi motivasi buat aku jadi orang yang lebih baik. Dan masih banyak terima kasih yang ga bisa aku ungkapin. 

makasih buat kerja kerasnya bikin pylox-pylox bangsat ini yg bikin senyum ga berenti2. The best gift ever tau ga:) 

Dan tulisan "agis love puspa. puspa love agis?...." itu jawabannya "i love you even more. and i did i do and i will do always" 
so, the last... HAPPY MONTHVERSARY , I LOVE YOU {}